Thursday, November 25, 2010

Random Thoughts From Rose's Corner

Let me start by sayin Happy Thanksgiving guys, hope everyone is enjoying themselves and will come through the holiday weekend safely. I felt the urge to blog a bit, so here we are lol.

I'm laying in bed contemplating the meaning of thanksgiving and what it is I'm thankful for. A few days ago, my kids asked me what I was thankful for and I had to stop and think about it SMH.
But I realize I'm thankful for family even though they drive me CRAZY sometimes. I'm thankful for the few close friends I do have cause they accept me for me. I'm thankful for the babe, even though we go through it N disagree from time to time, I still love ya. I'm thankful for lil miss Kendra for her innocent love. She makes my day more than not, I love that little girl so much. Um what else... I'm thankful that God woke me up to see another day. That most def is high up on the list. For now I think those are the most important ones... Yup.

Well you guys enjoy the weekend, eat lots and be safe.



Love and Bisous,

*Brown Sugar*

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Decisions

"'Love will never be the same after the first time.'
That's the phrase running through my mind.
But is it supposed to be so damned hard?
Feels like both hearts might be torn apart...
Simply by one stupid move:
Putting an end to me and you.
The novelty of the relationship is gone
Doesn't mean I wanna leave you alone
But I must admit, at times I get uneasy
When we go head to head like the one previously
I love you, you love me, but are these just words?
Spoken to each other like a book of proverbs
Or is it real?
There's no denying how I feel
I don't care about the judgement, I'd claim you anytime
I'd let the whole world know that you were mine
So yea, it kinda hurts to know you wouldn't do the same
Or rather that you can't, and the world's to blame
Being with you in private is fine
But once in awhile I wouldn't mind being with you in the public eye
Just a sidecomment I thought I'd add
Nothing too drastic, nothing that's bad.
I guess at this point, there isn't much more to say
Except that I don't understand us, and I hate feeling this way.
So what should we do? Hold on or let it go?
I don't wanna be rash, but I really don't know..."

Posted by Brown Sugar at 10:33 AM