"Unspoken Thoughts"

"Lend me your ear, sit back, take a listen
While I try to explain the way you make my heart quicken
How making you smile is making me fall so hard
How is it that you can just come in and knock down all my guards??
Honestly, for you I wouldn't mind Cupid's love game
And it soothes my soul to know you feel the same
Right now, if you asked, I'd give you the world,
How ecstatic I'd be if I could be called your girl.
Your terms of endearment give me such a warm sensation,
This feeling is of major proportion, of such a huge calibration.
At times, I wish I could fully call you mine
But for now, you belong to me, if only in my mind
Can I have all of you, right here, right now, for the night??
'Cause when I'm with you, it all feels so right...
Don't worry, I promise I'm one you can trust,
Never would I betray you, I care way too much.
I tried to come into this with 'no expectations, no disappointments'
To no avail, with you I feel only contentment.
I enjoy this feeling, the feeling that you care
To the point that my heart to you, I would bare.
So many things about you that I cherish,
From your laugh to your attitude to your company, which I relish.
Real talk, I could be your ride or die
But we don't necessarily have to be like Bonnie N Clyde.
See, that term seems so damn cliche'
And doesn't even begin to encompass the way...
That I feel about you.
Man oh man, all the things I'd do,
Go over and under, above and beyond
To make sure that pretty face is never graced with a frown.
That's not quite it, but for now you've seen
Just how much of an effect you have on me..."

-Brown Sugar©

"Untitled"

"I swear, I was set against this,
Against this happening again...
That statement holds no conceit,
I'm being genuine, ready to admit defeat.
After having to deal with so much deceit,
The lies, the games, the tears, the pain,
I vowed NEVER again would I give in.
Never would I put myself in such a predicament...
Well here we are again.
I'm right back where my last began...
Do I wanna do this??
Do I wanna be here??
Most importantly, do I wanna fall for you??...
I don't wanna play the fool,
But I think I'm there,
At the point where I'm bound to fall
But I'm afraid to give my all
'Cause I don't want us to get burned...
I can't help but wonder, can't help but spin the scenario
Of what would happen between us two, if I were to fall in love with you??..."

-Brown Sugar©

"Fallin'"

"Pay attention to the whispered advances,
Indulge with me in erotic dances.
I must admit, I do like participation,
How far will this go, this infatuation??
I'm stuck in a place of no return, but I ain't complainin'
'Cause where my heart's residing now, I wan YOU to be stayin'.
I think I should let it be known
That when it's time for me to leave you, I don't wanna go.
Tell me baby, what am I supposed to do??
I know it sounds redundant but I swear, I think... I'm addicted to you.
I can be your sunshine after the rain,
N I promise to try my hardest to ease ya pain
I admit, I'm fallin', straight fallin', N I gotta say,
As of now, your love is all I wanna gain..."

-Brown Sugar©

"Fantasy"

"Baby, take my hand in yours
Deep breath, relax, just let me explore...
I know your body's yearnin', cravin' my touch
I want to hear you ask for the thing you want so much
Do you want me to start off slow,
Or do you want me to go real fast??
Do you want me down below??
Just some questions I would ask...
I want to bask in your presence,
I'd love to breathe in your essence,
I'll make your body react in such a way
That for days you'll be thinkin' bout our escapade.
Not meaning to be rude, don't wanna seem mean,
But I'm on a mission baby, and that's to hear you scream...
My name, as loud as you possibly can,
As I work wonders on you with my mouth, body and hands.
Take it baby, work it baby,
That way you puttin it down is drivin' me crazy.
Imagine how much better this could be
If I gave my all to you, and you gave your all to me.
I'll make you one promise, see,
I'll be the one who will fulfill all your fantasies ;)"

-Brown Sugar©

"In The End"

"I know we've had this conversation many times before
But that doesn't stop the questions knocking at the door
What's the point in holding back when...
I know I'll be fallin' for you in the end??
I don't need a title but I wanna be more than just friends
Where will this all lead, in the end??
Do you realize how much I cherish the times we share??
When I sleep alone at night, how bad I want you there??
I left my heart at the door, without reason I left it there,
'Cause now all I wanna do is show how much I care...
The more of you I get, the more of you I want,
I'm fiendin' for your love like a kicker needs a punt.
It doesn't matter where we're at, doesn't matter where we've been,
All that I'm worried about is where we'll be... in the end."

-Brown Sugar©

"The End Of A Bruised N Broken Chapter"

"Everyday that goes by, my future's getting clearer,
What we had before is dim like fading pictures.
And although the memories remain,
I can now accept that you & I will no longer be the same.
Who's to blame??
This question will forever rack my brain,
As well as many others that are in the same frame.
I've come to terms with the fact that our chapter is done,
After too many nights of crying alone.
Sometimes I take a minute, sit and look back
On our very final act
And my emotions start to take over...
Can't say I don't miss you as a lover,
But whatever,
Can't dwell on that section forever.
Is it wrong to think of you as the clouds that blocked my sun's rays??
And now that you're out of the way,
I can fully enjoy a brighter day.
As I write this, raindrops fill my windowpane
And yes, it does reflect an inner pain.
My heart is having the hardest time laying you to rest
But I must ignore it's cries, right now it's second best.
You see, my head makes sense when it states that if I never let you go
The joys of another I'll never know...
So I bid you adieu, farewell, goodbye,
From this bruised and broken heart of mine."

-Brown Sugar©